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Called To Weakness (2 Corinthians 12:7-10) One of the biggest obstacles we face in living for Christ and serving Him is our conceit. I spoke of this in my last message where Paul told us to view our spiritual gift with humility, not conceit. In 2 Corinthians 12 he addresses the issue of conceit again. Those of us with a Type-A Personality often have the greatest problem with conceit. The Type-A Personality is what psychologists call a Competitive-Exploitive Personality. The only difference between competitive and exploitive is that competitive is a balanced personality and exploitive is not. The Competitive Personality has the following characteristics: can be independent, self-respecting, self-reliant and assertive, business-like, and likes to compete. However, the Exploitive Personality has the following extreme characteristics: proud and self-satisfied, thinks only of himself, shrewd and calculating, somewhat snobbish, egotistical and conceited, selfish, cold and unfeeling and boastful. Even though Paul talks in 2 Corinthians 12 about being boastful, it is not that of the Exploitive Personality. Paul is boastful of God who makes him strong when he is weak. The Apostle Paul is, aside from Job, the finest example of someone in the Bible who recognizes a problem with his personality and deals with it. While Paul makes several references to his weaknesses in his epistles, I now focus on 2 Corinthians 12 as the central passage on the subject. It's important that we understand the context of this passage. In 2 Corinthians 12:1-6, Paul speaks of an "out-of-body experience." It is the kind of thing that is reported by people in popular magazines, often occuring when they are under anesthesia in surgery. They feel that they are floating above their own body observing the surgery. Paul probably had this experience on his missionary journey with Barnabas in Asia Minor where he was stoned and left for dead. He tells how he was caught up to the third heaven, God's abode, where he saw marvelous things. Eventually, Paul came back to consciousness and continued his journey. In the text we're considering, we find Paul called by God to weakness. As with the other messages in this series, "Why Christians Hurt," Paul speaks in terms of a call from God. And, again, we have a three-fold outline: Paul's Call To Weakness, Paul's Attitude Toward His Weakness and Paul's Benefit From His Weakness. Remember the letters CAB--call, attitude, benefit. Paul's Call To Weakness Let's look first at the call to weakness. After speaking of his out-of-the-body experience, he says: To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations [his out-of-the-body experience], there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me (2 Cor. 12:7 NIV). It's interesting how he treats this out-of-body experience. He speaks in the third person about "a man" who had this experience, but it's obvious that it is Paul himself. It's also interesting that he not only saw but he heard incredible things when he was in God's abode, the third heaven. Just as God permitted Satan to bodily attack Job to teach him a spiritual lesson, He does the same with Paul. The lesson Job learned was not to ask God, What do you think you're doing? The clay doesn't say to the Potter, Why have you made me this way? Paul had a wonderful out-of-the-body experience. But there was danger of his becoming conceited over it. So God permitted Satan to give him a "thorn in the flesh." What is this "thorn in the flesh."? Paul says: Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness" (2 Cor. 12:8-9a) NIV). The word "weakness" is the the Greek word _asthenia. It is used twenty-four times in the New Testament, sixteen times translated "infirmity." The other eight times it is translated, "weakness, sickness" or "disease." Of course the "thorn in the flesh" was not literal, but it was an unrelenting misery. It is often speculated by Bible commentaries that this was eye-disease and partial blindness. This is likely, given the references we have from Galatians, and Acts, and the fact that this is a common problem in the Middle East, even today. It has been called "Egyptian Opthalmia." At the time of writing his letter to the Galatians, Paul was probably fifty to fifty-five years old. He speaks of his former journey to Galatia where he had to stop because of his infirmity or weakness. He speaks of this in Galatians 4 where he says that they were so kind to him that they would have torn out their eyes and given them to him. And now with the writing of his letter to the Galatians he alludes to the eye problems again in Galatians 6 where he says, "See what large letters I use as I write to you with my own hand." When he wrote to the Romans about the same time, he used an amanuensis, a secretary named Tertius, to write down his letter. Acts 23 tells us that about five or ten years later, when he was arrested in Jerusalem and stood before the Sanhedrin, he did not recognize the High Priest Ananis who spoke to him. I take it from this that his eye-sight was failing even further. This disease has been described as Purulent Conjunctivitis, highly infectious, and carried by flies. They infest the dried secretions of the eyes. The lids and cornea are usually damaged and produce an unsightly condition called "tender eyes." The appearance of the eyes may also be part of the criticism of his physical appearance in 2 Corinthians 10 where the word _asthenia is used again. God answered Paul's prayers, but it was not what he expected: My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness (2 Cor. 12:9a NIV). Paul's Attitude Toward His Weakness This brings me to my second point--Paul's attitude toward his weakness. When Paul prayed for deliverance, he says that he "pleaded" with the Lord. Look at Paul's change of attitude toward his weakness: Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weakness so that Christ's power may rest on me (2 Cor. 12:9b NIV). The NIV leaves out a word of the Greek text. The Greek says, "Therefore, rather ...." Now you may say, What's the big deal about "rather?" The big deal is that Paul prayed three times for the thorn to be taken away. The "rather" points back to this fact. Rather than pray any more, he accepts God's solution--weakness. When we pray for something, we may want to remember this. Does God have a different solution? The prophet Isaiah beautifully illustrates this. He is told by God, Comfort, ye; comfort ye my people. And in chapter 40 he comforts God's people with the promise of supernatural strength: He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak; even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint (Is. 40:29-31 NIV). The King James Version says, "They that wait on the Lord will renew their strength." This is a better translation. The Hebrew word for "wait" is _quavah. It means to wait with a thrilling expectation. Do you remember when you were a little child waiting for Christmas? You were waiting with a great expectation for a marvelous gift. Have we gotten too old and jaded that we no longer know how to hope with thrilling expectations? Paul is saying, Rather than pray for my strength to be restored, I will rather wait with a thrilling expectation--not my strength but God's supernatural strength. Now look at this change of attitude. He says, "I will boast" in this. God has told him, No, I'm not going to answer your prayer. I have a different solution. Paul says, Praise God! I will boast in Him for a wonderful solution--weakness. As I pointed out before, the leaders in the Corinthian church were boasting about their self-sufficiency and great leadership. Paul says, I will boast too. But not in my self-sufficiency but in my weakness that I might experience supernatural strength--the power of Jesus Christ. Remember, Paul's faith and hope have to do with his position in Christ where he has all the riches of divine grace. This includes supernatural strength. Note also that in addition to boasting he says that he will "boast all the more gladly." The word used in the Greek text is not just "gladly." It is the superlative of gladly translated, "all the more gladly"--as gladly as you can get! I need to say one more thing about attitude. Even though faith is not always a feeling, our attitude can influence our feelings about what God is doing in our lives. Do you have a bad attitude about God's dealing with your physical problems? Then watch out. It will affect your feelings. You may not be praying for what God wants. You cannot boast in your weakness, and you will not say, "I will boast all the more gladly about my weakness." You may say, All right, Andy. Enough of your reproach. Not only do I not handle my weakness very well, I don't handle reproach any better. Well, let me caution you, Paul isn't done with us. He says: That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties (2 Cor. 12:10a NIV). Again, note the attitude--I delight in all this trouble. This means literally, "to think well of these things." Again, it doesn't feel good to hurt. But is our attitude right? Can we say, God knows what He's doing? Can the clay stop saying to the Potter, Why have you made me this way? Note all the misery Paul speaks of: weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, difficulties. And note, they are all plural. I've already described weaknesses. The next word, "insults," we have transliterated into English. The Greek word is _hubris. Do you know what hubris is? It means, "extremely arrogant." This is an insult from someone who sneers at you and says, You are a nothing. When are you going to put yourself together and become a wonderful person like me? You see, it's more than an insult. It's an insult from the arrogant people who were leading the church at Corinth, people who thought they were hot stuff. The next word is "hardships." This refers to any distress, trial or affliction. Hardship, whether in body or soul, can bring strength if we will let it. Remember my illustration of weight lifting? Enduring weight builds muscle. Enduring hardship builds character and faith. The next word is "persecutions." Paul tells us about this in 2 Corinthians 11. He suffered more persecution than any other apostle. He says that he was "in prison more frequently, flogged more severely, exposed to death again and again. Five times I received from the Jews forty lashes minus one. Three times I was beaten with rods, once I was stoned" (2 Cor. 11:23c-25). When he said that he received forty lashes minus one, we need to understand a particular Jewish violation of their own law. The law said that only forty lashes could be administered as punishment. So what the Jews did was stop at thirty-nine lashes, and then start over again. It is possible that Paul was lashed one-hundred seventeen times! If not that, he was lashed on three different occasions, thirty-nine times, contrary to Jewish law. Mind you, he says he delights in this kind of trouble. It gives God all the more opportunity to show His power. The last word is difficulties. It actually means "cramped" or "crowded." In our idiom today we would say, Boxed in on every side with no way out." When I thought of this, I wondered if there is a lid on this box that I was in. And you know what? I looked up and there was no lid. I saw the heavenlies where I have a standing in grace in Christ. And you know what? He gave me the supernatural strength to climb out of the box. Paul's Benefit From His Weakness And now my third point. What was Paul's benefit from his weakness? The very last sentence of the text tells us: For when I am weak, then am I strong (2 Cor. 12:10b NIV). The word "strong" is the Greek word _dunamai. Does that sound like an English word? How about "dynamite." It sounds paradoxical, but I can say, When I am weak, I am dynamite. I am dynamite because it is no longer I but Christ in me. This is why I spoke before of there being no lid on the box you're in. Look up. By the power of Christ you will climb out of that box. Now what have I said here? Remember these three things: We are called to weakness; we have an attitude of boasting gladly in our weakness, boasting in God who does in us what we can't do; the benefit is that when we are weak, then the power of Christ is strong. We can't be strong in Christ until we accept our weakness. When we can do that, then we will understand our call to weakness. * * *